One of the hardest parts about getting a divorce is the lack of physical affections, you know sex. I am not having any at all, none, nothing.......did I mention none? Now don't get me wrong, I am not a nyphomaniac, no really, I'm not, it is just that before I got pregnant I was getting some attention, my ex was trying to cover the fact that he did not love me anymore, so I was getting regular attention, now.........nothing!
So the problem has been stated, now the solution.....I am trying to meet men. I am on an online dating service, but as you may have read in previous blogs that is not going so good. (I do have a coffee date on Wednesday, so I will let you know how it goes.) Even if I did meet someone it would take a little time before I was comfortable enough to take a relationship to a physical level, especially since I was with the same person for such a long time. So I sort of feel like I am in a no win situation. So, what is the solution? Friends with benefits? I just don't think I would be very good at that, I would get too emotionally attached! Electronics......no, I live the living, breathing types!
I have to admit that I do feel silly being sad about this, but it is really getting to me! I am an affectionate person. I love holding hands and hugging in public. I love an old fashion make-out session. I love to snuggle. I just don't know what the solution is. I don't know what to do. I think I should stop complaining about this before you decided that I am totally pathetic and should just get over it (that is what I think).
Ok, I am now done complaining about my personal frustrations! Any advice you have, I would love!
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I'm happy to hear you have a coffee "meeting"! Yay! Good for you for getting out there.
ReplyDeleteAs far as the other goes, read this blog post: http://yo-mamasblog.blogspot.com/2009/07/party-in-my-pants-everybodys-coming.html It may change your mind about trying things with batteries. ;)
Don't get discouraged. You are a rock star, and the right person is going to come along and see it.
I am wondering if you jumped inside my head and heart so you could write how I feel. It has been two years and drunking kissing episodes in bathrooms of public places just aren't the same... soon you'll get to a point where your wonder if you can even do it right!
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